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Name: Lizzy, Liz, Elizabeth, or even “Hey, you over there” works.
Age: 27.
Pronouns: She/Her, but they/them is also totally fine.
How I Participate In Fandom: I write, read, and rec fanfic. Every once in a while I’ll try to make some sort of graphic art, but mostly I just consume the art. I also rp though much less frequently then before, and for a very long time reading fanfic and rping was my only real participation in fandom spaces.
Current Fandom: MCU (specifically Captain America), and to a much lesser extent Marvel 616
Favorite Characters: Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, Natasha Romanoff, Scott Lang, Cassie Lang, Clint Barton, Kate Bishop, America Chavez.
Ships: Steve/Bucky, and a whole freaking buttload of more minor pairings including but not limited to Steve/Bucky/Sam, Steve/Peggy/Bucky, Clint Barton/Natasha Romanoff, America Chavez/Kate Bishop, Natasha Romanoff/Sharon Carter, Natasha Romanoff/Sam Wilson, and like a million more if we expand into the broader MCU and Comicsverse.
Previous Fandoms: Teen Wolf, Bandom, Inception, Shameless, Harry Potter, probably more that I’ll remember and add here later.
Other Platforms: Archive Of Our Own and Tumblr(for however long that one lasts).
Real Life Stuff:
I’m born and raised and currently live in California, more specifically in the Bay Area, and I’ve lived in five places and two other states over the past five years.
I have CFS/ME and Fibromyalgia, as well as anxiety and depression. The physical stuff is pretty horribly treated and I still struggle with it. The mental stuff however is all pretty well treated and while bad days certainly do happen my headspace is usually pretty good.
I have one younger sibling, really love to cook/bake, and have a deep and abiding love for the ocean. I also have no idea what else to put here, so if you have any questions or ever just want to know anything definitely throw me a comment!
Circle Policy
Feel free to subscribe/add me to your circle! I'll almost always grant access and while I make no promises to subscribe back I do love making new fandom-y friends!
Paint Yourself A Different Color (2466 words) by stevergrsno
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Grief/Mourning, Hair Dyeing, Depression Makeover, Established Relationship, Post-Avengers: Infinity War Part 1 (Movie)
Summary:
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Grief/Mourning, Hair Dyeing, Depression Makeover, Established Relationship, Post-Avengers: Infinity War Part 1 (Movie)
Summary:
“It’s called Aquamarine,” Steve insists instead of deigning to give a real answer. He’s spent a good chunk of time staring at the change in the mirror. He looks a little like he rolled around in a mermaid themed pinterest board, but also a little like he rolled around in a swamp. He thinks he might be okay with that.
“You’re a mess,” Natasha says.
“I think I’m doing what your generation calls ‘channeling my inner mermaid,’” Steve says, ruffling a hand through his hair. Now that it’s dry it feels deceptively soft and he has to ignore the part of him that says the next logical step is making Bucky feel for himself.
In which Steve, post Infinity War, gives himself a depression makeover.
As Perfect As Any One Person Could Be (5036 words) by stevergrsno
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Original Child Character(s), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton
Additional Tags: Minor Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, Body Worship, Body Image, Weight Gain, Post Mpreg, Kid Fic, kind of?, Shapewear, Fluff, Domestic Fluff
Series: Part 2 of Two Stubborn Super Soldiers And A Magic Baby
Summary:
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Original Child Character(s), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton
Additional Tags: Minor Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, Body Worship, Body Image, Weight Gain, Post Mpreg, Kid Fic, kind of?, Shapewear, Fluff, Domestic Fluff
Series: Part 2 of Two Stubborn Super Soldiers And A Magic Baby
Summary:
“What on earth is this?”
It’s black and soft, made of some sort of material incredibly reminiscent of the compression shirts Steve wears under his uniform.
“It’s an undergarment, Steve. Tucks everything in and smooths it all down. Trust me, as a woman and a former spy-”
“Former?”
“-As a former spy, I know my shapewear.”
In which Steve's body doesn't snap back to his post serum "perfection" as soon as he'd expect, shapewear is involved, and Bucky enjoys all of it.
et nos cedamus amori (1493 words) by stevergrsno
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Original Characters
Additional Tags: Cryptids, Cryptid Family, Alternate Universe, Alternative Universe - Cryptids, Fluff, one (1) Actual Heart centerpiece, Valentine's Day, Family
Series: Part 2 of They're Creepy And They're Kooky, Mysterious And Spooky
Summary:
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Original Characters
Additional Tags: Cryptids, Cryptid Family, Alternate Universe, Alternative Universe - Cryptids, Fluff, one (1) Actual Heart centerpiece, Valentine's Day, Family
Series: Part 2 of They're Creepy And They're Kooky, Mysterious And Spooky
Summary:
Steve pats Ellie’s shoulder in sympathy, and Ellie lights up under it in the way most do when under Steve’s attention, eyes bright and full of pride, ready to pledge the world to that painful light that shines under his breast bone.
Bucky sometimes thinks that it’s really rather fortunate for the world that Steve has morals.
Or Steve, Bucky, and their weird extended family does Valentines Day.
Left Hand, Yellow (3999 words) by stevergrsno
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton, Sharon Carter (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Minor Sharon Carter/Sam Wilson, Minor Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Twister - Freeform, Board Games, Color Blindness, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, Fluff, Marriage Proposal, Domestic Fluff, Established Relationship
Summary:
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton, Sharon Carter (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Minor Sharon Carter/Sam Wilson, Minor Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Twister - Freeform, Board Games, Color Blindness, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, Fluff, Marriage Proposal, Domestic Fluff, Established Relationship
Summary:
They settle on UNO, which lasts all of a half hour before someone (Steve) plays a +4 and someone (Sharon) punches a wall.
An indefinite moratorium is placed on UNO and finally, finally, Clint says "What if we play Twister?"
In which game night is had, and Steve and Bucky are definitely more than a little in love.
Monthly Writing Round-Up
Feb. 1st, 2019 07:47 amI used to do a weekly writing round-up, which was always really good for kind of reflecting on my week but with the new year I joined Get Your Words Out, switched to a different spreadsheet than I'd been using before and kind of fell off of it. So now we have the monthly writing r
ound up!
How This Month Went:
Surprisingly good actually! I moved across the country at the beginning of the month pretty spur of the moment and still somehow managed to exceed my word goal so I'm pretty dang proud of myself!
Words Written: 17,995 words across 9 WIPs.
Published:
In The End It All Comes Back Around
Published the last chapter. Ft deserumed Steve, post Winter Soldier Bucky, some adjusting and some love confessions.
A World That Makes Such Wonderful Things.
Ft mermaid Steve, werewolf Bucky, a coffee shop, hair braiding, and some good ol' fashioned fluff.
Things I Read And Loved:
ound up!
How This Month Went:
Surprisingly good actually! I moved across the country at the beginning of the month pretty spur of the moment and still somehow managed to exceed my word goal so I'm pretty dang proud of myself!
Words Written: 17,995 words across 9 WIPs.
Published:
In The End It All Comes Back Around
Published the last chapter. Ft deserumed Steve, post Winter Soldier Bucky, some adjusting and some love confessions.
A World That Makes Such Wonderful Things.
Ft mermaid Steve, werewolf Bucky, a coffee shop, hair braiding, and some good ol' fashioned fluff.
Things I Read And Loved:
I’m a Sucker for a Wild Boy by jinlinli
total eclipse of the bark by Deisderium
TCB (taking care of bucky) by steebadore
the blood of the covenant by Quietbang
the long walk home by Deisderium
He's All That by crinklefries
A World That Makes Such Wonderful Things
(8511 words) by stevergrsno
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Magical Realism, Merpeople, Werewolves, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, courting, Cross Cryptid Romance 2k19, Fluff, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafés
Summary:
“About that… This whole… gift thing? It’s you, uh, trying to date me? Right? That’s what that is?” Bucky asks and Steve can’t help it, the clench of his chest like maybe this is where Bucky politely declines, explains that he didn’t understand how this all works and he’d really rather not with Steve.
“Courtship,” Steve confirms, nodding stubbornly instead of giving into the clenching in his chest and the swimming in his head.
“Right. Okayyyy. Right,” Bucky says, and then he pauses for a moment, chewing on his lip in a way that’s definitely distracting but not quite distracting enough to erase the sudden feeling like a whole host of guppies has taken residence in Steve’s stomach. “On land we do that by going out on dates, y’know? You can pick me up at seven.”
“Wait- what?”
“I said pick me up at seven. I live above the shop, it shouldn’t exactly be hard to find.”
In which Steve is a mermaid, Bucky's a werewolf, and as always, they fall for each other.
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Jan. 9th, 2019 10:32 pmI'm very excited for this!!!!
>> CAPTAIN AMERICA REVERSE BIG BANG <<
The Captain America Reverse Big Bang is a reverse of the usual Big Bang challenge. Artists wishing to participate will create art that will be posted anonymously to be claimed by an author. Authors will then write a story (minimum of 5,000 words) inspired by the art they have chosen. Join us for Round 3!
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>> CAPTAIN AMERICA REVERSE BIG BANG <<
The Captain America Reverse Big Bang is a reverse of the usual Big Bang challenge. Artists wishing to participate will create art that will be posted anonymously to be claimed by an author. Authors will then write a story (minimum of 5,000 words) inspired by the art they have chosen. Join us for Round 3!
SIGN-UPS OPEN JANUARY 12 AT
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Jan. 9th, 2019 12:45 pmThis year has been insane already. I'm 2,400 miles away from where I started the year and tbh, I'm feeling pretty good about it. Everything's just massively insane right now until we get a place and can do the like, purchasing of furniture and getting everything sorted thing. I've got a dog and a nine year old who gives amazing hugs on the couch next to me though so it's hard to feel doubtful about anything tbh.
sic gorgiamus allos subjectatos nunc (1241 words) by stevergrsno
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Original Characters, James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Cryptids, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe- Cryptids, POV Outsider, Cryptid Family
Summary:
“Did you hear Trevor’s got a new boyfriend?” Ellie asks as she passes the bottle to Julie, shooting a vaguely judgemental look across the roof at where Trevor and the rest of the more obnoxious cousins are gathered into a loud, obnoxious circle.
“It’ll last ten minutes before he realizes Trevor’s an asshole.” Julie says as she takes a long drink, “Is he cute?”
“I guess? In like, a weird old fashioned grandpa way. Uncle James smiled at him and he smiled back.” Ellie’s voice is hushed- awe struck. Which is understandable. Last time Uncle James smiled at Julie she thought she glimpsed the shadowy void of the afterlife.
“Wait. Wait. Trevor brought his new boyfriend to New Years? What kind of idiot-”
AKA the Cryptid Uncle AU!
It's The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year (5186 words) by stevergrsno
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Sam Wilson (Marvel), Sharon Carter (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Holidays, Enemies to Lovers, though really it's more competitive assholes to lovers, Ugly Holiday Sweaters, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Post-Serum Steve Rogers, Beefy Bucky Barnes, Bottom Steve Rogers, Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Competition, Bearded Steve Rogers
Summary:
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Sam Wilson (Marvel), Sharon Carter (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Holidays, Enemies to Lovers, though really it's more competitive assholes to lovers, Ugly Holiday Sweaters, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Post-Serum Steve Rogers, Beefy Bucky Barnes, Bottom Steve Rogers, Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Competition, Bearded Steve Rogers
Summary:
“You should come over for a drink.” Christmas Stealing Hot Neighbor says instead of answering Steve’s very valid question.
“I really don’t think I should. Sounds like fraternizing with the enemy.” Steve says, even as he’s abandoning his tree and moving towards the gate.
“Look at is as a know thy enemy thing instead,” Christmas Stealing Hot Neighbor says before flashing Steve a smile and oh, oh no, Steve is screwed.
Aka Steve Rogers is competitive, Bucky Barnes is into his hot new neighbor, and Christmas Feelings ensue.
Send The Universe A Thank You Card (3016 words) by stevergrsno
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Original Animal Character(s)
Additional Tags: Winter, Holidays, Fluff and Angst, Animals
Summary:
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Original Animal Character(s)
Additional Tags: Winter, Holidays, Fluff and Angst, Animals
Summary:
Seven moments from seven winters in the life of Bucky Barnes.
Weekly Writing Round Up 12/16 - 12-22
Dec. 23rd, 2018 08:21 amHow My Week Went:
Literally the best thing for my mood during what is normally a VERY BAD mood time of year for me has been twitter and watching everyone be thirsty on main, so my week has actally been super good! I wrote good things, I drank tequila and thirsted over Anne Hathaway on twitter, and posted my first holiday swap fic!
WORDS WRITTEN: 5573
WHAT I WORKED ON:
Deserumed Steve - 213 words
Marvel Holiday Swap - 2477 words
Cap Secret Santa - 2036 words
Bread->Cat->Steve- 43 words
Mountain Lodge/BEARDS - 804 words
WHAT I POSTED:
Send The Universe A Thank You Card by stevergrsno (noxlunate)
A QUOTE FROM THIS WEEKS PROGRESS:
He thinks, maybe, just maybe he should be doing a little less staring and a little more worrying that he’s been abducted by a mountain dwelling serial killer, but Bearded and Beflanneled has a nice voice, an incredibly soft looking beard, arms that look bigger around than Steve’s, and just, the best thighs that Steve has ever seen.
There’s no way someone this attractive is a serial killer.
A voice, deep, deep, deep down that sounds suspiciously like Natasha is whispering that being hot does not exclude one from being a murderer, but Steve’s ignoring that for now.
-From Mountain Lodge/BEARDS
FICS I READ AND LOVED:
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Dec. 20th, 2018 06:36 amDrop one of these bad boys in a comment and I will respond, without editing:journalmemes.
- FIRST — the first two sentences of my current project
- LAST — the most recently written two sentences of my current project
- NEXT — the next line. meaning i will finish the sentence I’m on and write a new one, which you’ll get.
- [insert prompt here] — you post a prompt, and i’ll write three sentences based on that prompt, set in the same time/setting as my current project
- THE END — i’ll make up an ending, or post the ending if i’ve written it
- BEFORE THE BEGINNING — three sentences (or more) about something that happened before the plot of my current project
- POV — something that’s already happened, retold from another character’s perspective
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Dec. 16th, 2018 03:56 pm
[img: notebook paper with "GYWO 2019" printed in large black
letters with a blue shadow. under that, "writing decathlon" in
handwritten black letters with an orange shadow.]
GetYourWordsOut: Year Eleven!
Pledges & Requirements | GYWO.net
I JOINED A THING. After waffling I settled on the 200k goal because I did ~120k between July and December so if I can manage that output for the whole of next year I should be able to manage it.
Weekly Writing Round Up 12/9 - 12/15
Dec. 16th, 2018 10:24 amHow My Week Went:
I have finally turned to twitter just in case the blue hellscape comes crumbling down. I’m… actually enjoying it? In writing news I did a lot better words wise than I did last week, finally hammered out EXACTLY what I’m doing with both my holiday swaps and am almost finished with BOTH, and even went and joined Get Your Words Out with a 200k goal for next year. WE SHALL SEE HOW THAT GOES.
WORDS WRITTEN: 1712
WHAT I WORKED ON:
Marvel Holiday Swap - 1068 words
Cap Secret Santa - 644 words
WHAT I POSTED:
Once again, nothin!
A QUOTE FROM THIS WEEKS PROGRESS:
No quote this week, but only because the only fics I worked on were for exchanges! Both coming to an AO3 near you soon!
FICS I READ AND LOVED:
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Dec. 12th, 2018 04:40 pmI'm actually super enjoying this whole Dreamwidth thing but for some reason my brain looks at this nice, big, blank box to type in and thinks I need to post only ~srs things~ here and keep my ridiculous, one sentence posts to tumblr. I keep reminding myself though that 16 year old Lizzy used her LJ to post shit like "GUYS I DRANK FOUR ENERGY DRINKS TODAY I'M SO HYPER GOSH!111!!!!!1111" and so did a lot of other people so journal sites aren't actually That Serious. So in that vein, I'm gonna work on not taking this thing so seriously, and also not taking commenting so seriously because I have a feeling this whole thing will be even more fun than I'm already finding it if I don't.
Weekly Writing Round Up 12/2 - 12/8
Dec. 9th, 2018 09:37 amI do a weekly writing round up over on my tumblr so I thought I'd drag it over here too!
How My Week Went:
I wrote SO LITTLE this week, but I think my brain kind of needed a break from creating. Also, not gonna lie, the whole tumblr purge and just life in general kind of took a lot of brain space. I’m ready to start a brand new, kick ass, week of writing however!
WORDS WRITTEN: 236
WHAT I WORKED ON:
Cap Secret Santa - 63 words
Bread -> Cat -> Steve - 173 words
WHAT I POSTED:
Nothin!
A QUOTE FROM THIS WEEKS PROGRESS:
“So, uh, we might have a slight problem.” Bucky says into his phone, watching as a distinctly bread colored cat chases a piece of string around Bucky’s apartment.
“Man, you know I hate when you say that.” Sam says and Bucky can practically feel the dread rolling through the phone, “What’d you do?”
“I think I might have possibly, maybe, accidentally, brought bread to life.“
-from bread->cat->Steve
FICS I READ AND LOVED:
Somehow I managed to read absolutely no fic this week???
How My Week Went:
I wrote SO LITTLE this week, but I think my brain kind of needed a break from creating. Also, not gonna lie, the whole tumblr purge and just life in general kind of took a lot of brain space. I’m ready to start a brand new, kick ass, week of writing however!
WORDS WRITTEN: 236
WHAT I WORKED ON:
Cap Secret Santa - 63 words
Bread -> Cat -> Steve - 173 words
WHAT I POSTED:
Nothin!
A QUOTE FROM THIS WEEKS PROGRESS:
“So, uh, we might have a slight problem.” Bucky says into his phone, watching as a distinctly bread colored cat chases a piece of string around Bucky’s apartment.
“Man, you know I hate when you say that.” Sam says and Bucky can practically feel the dread rolling through the phone, “What’d you do?”
“I think I might have possibly, maybe, accidentally, brought bread to life.“
-from bread->cat->Steve
FICS I READ AND LOVED:
Somehow I managed to read absolutely no fic this week???
I might have forgotten just how fun it is to make icons. (this is a lie. I've always remembered. I had a whole icon making account on insane journal at one point. I REMEMBERED MY LOVE. tumblr just has very little place for icons.) TEENY TINY 100x100 SQUARES OF LOVE.
I'm not quite feeling like jumping into icon making comms yet (though I know they're out there!) mostly cause I'm an anxious bean but also I AM VERY RUSTY. But for now I'm using my glorious, glorious new dreamwidth to post the 4 I've made so far so that I can look at them and make happy noises.
( Icons! Icons! Icons! )
I'm not quite feeling like jumping into icon making comms yet (though I know they're out there!) mostly cause I'm an anxious bean but also I AM VERY RUSTY. But for now I'm using my glorious, glorious new dreamwidth to post the 4 I've made so far so that I can look at them and make happy noises.
( Icons! Icons! Icons! )
